Sunday, October 14, 2007

Song of a Faithful Wife

節婦吟

唐 張籍

君知妾有夫 贈妾雙明珠 
感君纏綿意 繫在紅羅襦 
妾家高樓連苑起
良人執戢明光裡
知君用心如日月 
事夫誓擬同生死
還君明珠雙淚垂
恨不相逢未嫁時


Tang Dynasty, Zhang Ji


You know that I have a husband;
You still give me those double pearls
I feel your clinging love,
Tied to my red damask gown.
My home is in a pavilion deep within the gardens,
And my husband keeps his watch deep into the night.
I know your heart is as constant as the sun and moon--
But I vowed to stay with him through life until death.
As I return these pearls, my eyes tear up,
Regretting that we had not met before I married off.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Courage

"That you don't believe-- that's probably only because you don't believe in yourself. Because you've never ever committed yourself, made any decision on your own, and that's because you're too weak, too incapable, just like a caged bird that could never gather up enough courage to break through its cage and fly away." She let on a smile and continued, "Even if someone were to open that cage for you, you still wouldn't fly out, because you're afraid that the wind and rain will soak those beautiful feathers of yours."

Feng the Fourth speaking to Shen Bijun in Gu Long's novel, "The Eleventh Son" (萧十一郎)

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Drink Deeply!

Really, it is when you think you have everything all figured out, when finally you feel like you've discovered your theory of life, that you should take pause and say, "no!"

How can one's knowledge or virtue ever be complete? To believe it complete is to put a cap on one's own growth.

It is not what you find that matters; it is how you search!

Monday, June 18, 2007

Reading King Leopold's Ghost: some thoughts on the hero of the martial arts novel.

From Adam Hohschild's King Leopold's Ghost: A story of greed, terror, and heroism in Colonial Africa

"A parade of witnesses offered horrifying testimony. One of the most impressive was Chief Lontulu of Bolima, who had been flogged with the chicotte, held hostage, and sent to work in chains. When his turn came to testify, Lontulu laid 110 twigs on the commission's table, each representing one of his people killed in the quest for rubber. He divided the twigs into four piles: tribal nobles, men, women, children. Twig by twig, he named the dead." - p250


King Leopold's Ghost
is a thorough, moving, and jarring portrayal of one of the major systematically committed and oft ignored conspiracies of recent memory. Beyond shedding light on to the forced labor, mass murder and rape, and the depopulation of the Congo, Hochschild delves deeply into the personalities invovled: a megalomaniacal king, an explorer who had everything to compensate for, an empathetic missionary, an ardent journalist on a crusade for justice, and a nationalistic Irishman whose homosexuality doomed him to the gallows.

Not only a story of human darkness and falliability, King Leopold's Ghost is also a story of heroism and nobility, seen in the tragic resistance of African tribal leaders and the long-suffering and ceasless demand for justice from those who campaigned in the media and in the Parliaments for the end of Leopold's macabre regime.

These men stood up for just causes and took on, often putting their own careers and lives at risk, men much larger and much stronger than they are.

So what does this have to do with the martial arts novel?

The martial arts novel centers on the concept of a xia
(俠) , a very difficult idea to translate, something lying between a superhero (without mutant powers) and a knight-errant (without the courtly mumbojumbo). The xia rights wrongs where he sees them. He defends the weak from oppressors, whether they be bandits, warlords or demons. He works outside of the state apparatus. He (and often she) has his own independent sense of morality that conforms not to the social practices of his time, but to a much deeper, universal sense of ethics.

But, we often forget, that the xia does not only exist in the super human, a man or woman who can scale walls and use strange powers. The men we see described in King Leopold's Ghosts embody the fundamental ideal of the xia. They did not wield swords, nor did they possess uncanny techniques. Instead, with a pen (or typewriter), an undautable spirit, indignant from witnessing injustice, they fought a bandit, warlord and demon all in one.

After all, what is the xia in the martial arts novels of Louis Cha and Gu Long, or even the superheroes in our graphic novels? Are these modern (and not so modern) knight-errants too people who right wrongs where they see them?

In the end, I think, it is representations of a human need for justice, a desire to see things set straight that drives us on, that turn these mortal men into veritable xia . And it is the same indignance one feels on the sight of injustice that keeps the xia alive in these novels.

Friday, June 8, 2007

Gah

Fucked in the head like Dostoevsky but without a fragment of his talent.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Oligophagous

ol·i·goph·a·gous (ŏl'ĭ-gŏf'ə-gəs, ō'lĭ-) Pronunciation Key
adj. Feeding on a restricted range of food substances, especially a limited number of plants. Used chiefly of insects.

Monday, May 14, 2007

Map of the World!


Map of the World!!